|Look! I made shinies!|
...though it doesn't feel like it...
Pretty much finished with my cosplay jacket for August. I'm still not 100% happy with it, but I never -am- 100% happy with a project...as Loki says, "satisfaction is not in my nature" . I only have a couple of months left to create the tunic, headpiece, and any accessories, practice makeup and hair, plus work on all the other things I said I would do this summer, so I think I'm just going to have to stop fussing with it and move on. I am super excited about getting to wear it though! I must be insane. It's like 110 degrees there in the summer. I am going to turn into a melted puddle in this outfit. But I'm trying to design it with as much comfort in mind as possible. And darn it, I'm determined to have fun!
I fell way behind on Starscreams. I have come too far to give up though. I said I would make 365 days of Starscream and I will make 365 days of Starscream. They just might not be consecutive.
Redstone Manor is now 2 parts of an episode into season 5! I don't feel good about this failure to deliver all the spectacularness I promised, but at least part of 1 episode is better than 0 episodes. :/ I really thought I was going to have more time and inspiration to film, but getting so sick just killed my motivation.
I'm in a weird zone of looking forward to a lot, but trying to run away from the self-loathing monster and ending up battling the procrastination monster instead.